On the 20th of march 2012 I felt that I have lost half of my life, when Joan Abigail Veloso passed away, I did not know what to do and how to raise our daughter and the question that runs in my mind is will I be a good father? that is something that I can strive to be all my life but I know that I am a Loving father to my angel but how could a man be measured if he is a good Father, husband, uncle or brother for that matter. Who set's the standard? is there a measuring cup that can measure the deeds that is being done by an individual. Friends I have detached my self from them along with the Family that I have known since I want to be alone in my grieving and it is almost 5 months I am still not over the fact that I am still grieving for her lost but I now have set a pace in my life that I need get my act straight since I need to be concerned that my daughter have needs that I have to provide for and I say now is the time to stop moping and set a priority for my daughters future so please help me God.